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Earlier, while listening to Christian music, having my shower, preparing for this Sunday's first mass, I was reminded of MR.J.

Like, how bad is that? It's not like my whole CLP and SFC experience was about him! lol. Though, I must admit  he was one of the reasons why i would look forward to it. I must stress that I really enjoyed the talk and sharing that it would've been still a great community and experience even without him. I would've still kept attending without him because I had my friends with me and I genuinely loved being with my group and experiencing God in another level.

But again, he was all I thought about. 

Then I remember one time we were in his office for a meeting, I think we were to rehearse something, and while waiting for the others he was checking his mail, or maybe it was Facebook. He clicked on a friend's pictures. She was a good friend of his and at that time she was in Dubai. So the pictures were of her in Dubai. And suddenly he started sharing about how she and him were good friends and then at one point she confessed that she liked him. What was I supposed to say about that? "Oh yeah? ME TOO!" lol. He then said that the feeling wasn't mutual, that he only saw her as a friend. Uhm, I got it he was telling me ahead to not entertain any delusions. lol. 

Haist, when do I totally get over him?